Monday, February 12, 2007

And then I read that...

The past reflects eternally between two mirrors--the bright mirror of words and deeds, and the dark one, full of things we didn't do or say.

Shantaram, G D Roberts


Lucky for me that, even if a sign, I'm disinclined to act on it. And even, perhaps, if it were only because I knew there is nothing I can do. Or that the path is already inextricably carved.

And another part of me hates to resist, and that part of me dies, again.
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  1. alex6:33 am

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  2. alex6:34 am

    even though it might not ultimately change your world, what if the things you wanted to do or say made a difference to the other party?

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  3. Itscheryl6:10 am

    hey joy.. hmm deep meaning i maybe too dumb to understand.. =P

    but if it's what i think it is.. i once.. thought the path is written, but not really.. what we choose is what makes our path

    we can always do something, but it's just so much easier not to do anything.. i know.. i've been trapped in it for 7 years and if you think in 5 years time your decision you are afraid to make will make you happy then.. go for it

    of course.. it's always easier said than done, i know.. cause i'm too chicken to do it too

    hmmm if nothing makes sence then take it as if i'm talking about something totally unrelated haha

    life is down for me now.. thats why with the moody blog.. if u're down i'm always an email away ok ?

    take care

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  4. joyfulglee12:55 am

    ALEX: I was actually going down a different track there, but to answer: I'd say or do what I could as far as I'm able.

    CHERYL: Yes, we do choose our own paths. Unfortunately, we can't choose someone else's, and certainly not to be a part of our own.

    Anyway, I survive. As we all do. I just like to vent. Hope you're your cherry self again soon! *hugs*

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  5. alex1:56 am

    would you care to redirect me then?

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  6. joyfulglee2:32 am

    I just mean there are instances I wish I could have done or said something I didn't do or say.

    But I didn't because I know the result would not have been any different.

    In relation to myself. Or the other party's, for that matter.

    I don't know how to make it any clearer... I think I was ok the first time round.

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  7. alex4:15 am

    I blame One Tree Hill for tuning my mind to a certain frequency, and attribute the inability to tune back out to being a bit thick every so often...

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  8. Itscheryl5:42 pm

    i totally understand u
    life is hard =/

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