Monday, October 20, 2008

Dear A

You're right. I don't know how I do it. I don't know how I manage without an outlet. Anything - everything - that happens I keep within, and it eats me up inside. 

I suppose the first thing to ask is: if without avenue, is it worth it? And if so, how to deal? Are there, realistically, even ways? If only the solutions were as easy to find as the questions that demand them are to ask.

I don't know what to do. 

3 comments:

alex said...

is it worth it?
yes yes yes

And if so, how to deal?
it's therapy...and sometimes it helps bring a sense of realism into situations...

Are there, realistically, even ways?
I think at some point we gotta pick ourselves up, dust down and fight the fight, and having someone there helps every bit...some accountability I guess?

If only the solutions were as easy to find as the questions that demand them are to ask.
we should be so lucky... ;)

I don't know what to do.
I think you do...

joyfulglee said...

Thanks for the breakdown, Lex :)

But um, I'm actually writing about a very specific thing. Addressed to an A who, come to think of it, is actually nearer to you than to me.

Anyway.

Have you been travelling?

alex said...

no worries, I seem to recall this conversation we had about whether you were going through your issues with anyone...wasn't quite sure if your post was in reference to that but I thought I'd respond in case it was, since you sounded a little grim...

yes I have indeed been travelling... =)