idol fever

but fever is not a good thing. not when they stink as such.

mark's always copping hostility for the things he says. but i so get him. everyone's cruising, no one's feeling. it's like public karaoke, nothing more. actually, it's not even that with some. why can't they bloody just mean the songs they sing??

yes i get they feel the sting when it comes, and i get they can only react to defend themselves when put on the spot. but days after, having had time to think through, reassess performances (or the sore lack of), surely surely the best thing they can come up with is not their continually repeating whiny renditions of we're doin the best we can and that's it, is it? shocking. and on IDOL'S CHOICE!!!

in a twist of ironies, daniel and milly, the 2nd and 3rd bottom three, are the only two to have the faintest clue as to what big band, next week's theme, is. like what the?!?!!

anne said, in effect, oh and now i know that that big violin thing is not a big violin but a *long pause* double bass. now you know i like anne, but this.

on a side, i've never cheered at a verdict show. you know me, the crybaby side kicks in. (i don't cry cry laaa. but it's damn chikek) that is, until now. why in the oompaloompa do the judges like roxy? i just. don't. get it. her mousey lil voice doin christina's voice within was GOOD??? even a nincompoop knows you can't compare a scooter *bob bob bob bob* and a harvey *vrooom VROOOM*- it's wrong any angle you look at it. perhaps her potential for growth was enormous (i don't see it) and hence the point where she is from where she's come from is something they see (what is it??), rather than callea, who was that much there already, so that his growth potential was limited and resulting in an overall hard time from the judges *pant* BUT STILL. all three judges cheered her on, and every other (better) competitor got ragged by at least one of the lot. on pure instinct, i punched the air when they announced her name. half a second later, i was wishing - as usual - it didn't have to be so hard on each contestant, despite (and that daniel shoulda gone instead - what was that).

i know i know, it's only chikek because.